Jan 25, 2009

Gospel Moments

Some days I am simply amazed at God's kindness in giving us James. 

I still stand in awe that despite the doctors' clear diagnosis that we would not be able to conceive on our own, God chose to open my womb and granted us a son. Every day I ask for more children. But every day, I wonder at God's gift to us in our precious boy.

Recently, James has again allowed me to sing The Gospel Song. For several months, whenever I tried to sing it, he would fuss and cry and not stand for it - a regular reminder of his unregenerated heart. But now, not only does he let me sing it, James sings with me - and sometimes instead of me! And then he begs for "Jesus Song" - Jesus Loves Me - which he has only heard a handful of times, but can already sing many of the words. He says, "wash 'way sins, Mommy" when he's begging to get to the second verse. How I love to sing him this amazing truth:

Jesus loves me
He who died
Heavens gates to open wide
He will wash away my sins
Let this little child come in

How I pray that our James will one day (soon) trust in Jesus as the only One who can wash away his sins. May he trust in Jesus' blood shed on the Cross as the only way to be washed whiter than snow and to have access to the Father.

Jan 16, 2009

ABC 123

I regret the lack of posting and pictures recently... it gets so cold in the basement (where our pictures are stored on the PC) that I just can't bring myself to go down there very often or stay for very long. So I haven't posted about Christmas  - or anything else recently. 

But James' speech has been progressing lately, so I have a story or two. Keep in mind that this is the boy who had just eight words in September. And only began using two-word phrases at Thanksgiving.

Before Christmas, Ben took James to the Hobby Shop to have them repair the train engine from the set-up beneath our tree. On the way home, this happy little boy spontaneously burst into song, "happy choo-choo do do... happy choo-choo do do..." (yes, to the tune of Happy Birthday). Currently, he likes to crack us all up by dropping his chin to his chest and lowering his voice as he says the "choo-choo." What a ham!

One of James' Christmas gifts was Hullabaloo by Cranium. He's still too young to really play, but the music makes you want to move. So on Wednesday afternoon, although we had a huge train track laid out on the living room floor, James started saying, "toys 'way. pay game." And then he began to dissemble his train track and put the pieces in the bag where we store them. I bustled around picking up some things of my own. A few moments later, there were still tracks on the floor, but James climbed up in a living room chair and said, "sit. wait. Mommy hep." I had to laugh as his ultimatum dawned on me. 

Our 9-yr-old friend, Eliza, comes each Thursday to serve as a mother's helper. Another one of James' Christmas gifts was a dome/teepee/tube maze. Yesterday we pulled it out for the first time. 'Liza was excited. James was beside himself. After we set it up, Liza chased James through the maze again and again. Then she got an idea. She hid. When he came through the maze and turned all the way around without spotting her, he called out, "Shysha, ah you?" When Ben came home last night, I suggested to James, "Show Daddy what you & Liza did today." James responded, "hide seek dowdares, Daddy" and proceeded to take his Daddy downstairs to show off his new maze.

Since James began walking the stairs, I have counted each step with him as he makes his way down. Early on, he would say, "six" at some point on the stairs - especially when I hadn't begun counting yet. In the past week, he spontaneously began to say, "eight, nine, ten," as he was stacking blocks or putting tracks into the bag. I love when I hear him say, "six, eight, ten, nine, 'leben."

This past week, our boy started singing the ABC song and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star. He has heard the ABC song a good number of times in his life since I would sing it while washing his hands. He also has a toy that sings it. But Twinkle, Twinkle totally surprised me. Of course, he misses half the alphabet, and last week started out singing, "a, b, c, d, a, b, c's" (I guess e, f, g, sounds a bit like a, b, c). This week, while putting train tracks together, he's been singing, "a, b, c, d, h, i, chay, qu, r, s, t, oo, fee, duhbuh, x, y, see." When I help him with it, he can say every letter.

Periodically, I hear him singing, "tinkol, tinkol didda dar... upah ss-ky" while he's playing. Occasionally, he commands, "upahbov dar, Mommy" - a mandate for me to sing for him. And how can I resist bursting into song?

I just love this season!